Sunday, May 3, 2009

The second time

So I went!

Went so far that everything is still the same. The fucking same! Ugh! It's the same feeling for the past months and I don't know how to fix it. So much apathy, yet so much passion is still left.

My cat is next to me,
But so is the same life for the past two years.

I hope that I haven't become so old that my life is a commodity. It's like that one time when the asshole just stared at me and never listened to a word i was saying. Wasn't listening to my feelings, my hurt, my life, just sitting there with a smirk on his face invalidating anything that i conveyed before it was conveyed.

This doesn't make sense and I know that to someone it will...

I can't even write a decent poem! ugh!!!!

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