I feel like today is not the day.

I woke up at the sight of my drunk self,
My pathetic self who had nothing but his overdrafted card

I feel the pain down my shoulders and back when I think of what I owe the world.

I don't want to be in debt.
I don't want to see myself die in the empty arms of a stranger.
I don't want to lose the accent that was given to me by whips of the northern men...