GCHAT

I can't sleep because I see it,
I can't sleep because I am waiting,
He is online,
He knows,
He has to know,
But it's nothing.

I want it so bad,
It still lingers inside my head every day.

It's almost too perfect how the words are depicted in my mind,
The way I sigh in relief when I receive it,
How I know exactly around what time it will be coming,
The three words that assure my existence,
But,
Yet,
However,
It's just an old show that I tivo-ed and haven't found the strength to stop pressing the rewind button,
Over,
Over,
Again.

It dangles back and forth, letting me know that I am just half an inch away from touching my other half.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

School is about to start and I feel really sad. I don't want to go back because I am afraid of not meeting my goals. Law School! Law School! Law School! ahhhh! That's what I have to keep reminding myself whenever I want to ditch class, or not READ. Law mother-fuckin- School!

I am going to miss my family and spending time with the homies....

When you die,
When you leave,
I will know how important you really are to me.

To my moments in life,
To my joyful smiles,
To my world.

That's why I am thankful that you left,
[but still mostly resentful]
That you left the way you did,
I am glad to know that I am capable of breaking down,
Capable of breaking character and feeling,
Capable of having my heart broken into a million little pieces,
Capable of being human when I need to...

You can't stay. You can't breathe my air. You can't be next to me when I need you the most. You can't whistle my lullaby. Yet you can still love me, forever and always

THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW!

going to see the midnight showing of the Rocky Horror Picture Show!

....

omg!!

"rose tint my worldddddddd"