Are You A Bottom?

Are you a bottom?

Hey boo! How you doin’?

I’m chill, just fabulous as always, you know

So I was wondering…. Someone like you,

Tall

Thin,

Well dressed,

Skinny jeans,

Well-groomed hair

(Don’t talk about my hair)

I mean,

Fem,

All Jeweled up,

Mhmmmm

So are you a bottom?

You presumptuous, self-hating, hyper-masculine, stupid motherfucker

NO I AINT NO DAMN BOTTOM! Ugh

Are you a bottom?

Out since 12,

Sexually active since 13,

Seven years of…

Are you a bottom?

Never given the top or vers option,

Just cornered to the bottom capacity.

Are you a bottom?

Older brown man at the post office,

He was 25,

I was 14,

Riding through the ghetto streets of H.P,

We pull up,

Living in his parents garage,

He sets me down,

He never asks,

Just assumes,

I lay in silence and play the role.

Are you a bottom?

Men for sex now. Com

White top looking for Latino bottom,

I reply,

He replies,

He picks me up,

29,

And I am 16,

His pale skin rubs my brown back,

“que suave”

I giggle at his stupid attempt to speak mi lenguage,

I bottomed,

He topped,

And for the next four pale faces I bottomed,

And they,

Exotified,

Objectified,

And Topified.

Are you a bottom?

Never asked and never assumed,

22,

And I was 19,

He rubbed me down,

And never butchered mi lenguage,

Kissed my forehead,

All the way down to the tips of my toes,

Wait….

Am I the bottom?

Shhh,

Baby it don’t matter,

Close your eyes,

Breathe,

And go with the rhythm of our spirits making love.

Are you a bottom?

6 years,

And I will never be a bottom,

Nor a top,

Vers maybe,

But fluid always!

Are you a bottom?

Pale face of 21,

My brown face of 20,

He calls me “papacito”

I call him racist,

NEXT,

Mexicano de edad 20,

Yo Chicano de la misma edad,

He doesn’t dare to ask,

Nor assumes,

I lay, never in silence and never playing the role.

Are you a bottom?

Hey boo, how you doing?

I’m chill, just fabulous, as always you know,

So I was wondering,

Someone like you,

Tall,

Thin,

Skinny jeans,

Well groomed hair,

Oops! Sorry I won’t talk about your hair,

I mean,

Fem,

All jeweled up,

Mhmmmmmm,

So you fluid tonight?

You inclusive, conscious, self-loving, street smarts, motherfucker!

I’m a free bitch baby!

I’M ALWAYS FLUID!