hush

I want to be raw but my rawness is fragmented. Only pieces of me are raw and the rest are shielded by an armor of self-hate.

I want to have the courage to heal in the places that have become invisible. I want to write, even when writing is physically impossible and emotionally painful.

I want to have courage.

I want to have courage.

I want to have courage to stand up for myself, my heart, my body and my spirit.